Well it’s been a while since I posted so I just wanted to drop in ….
I am doing okay all things considered. I am still waiting on my treatment and so forth but they assure me that it is coming as soon as the insurance is settled. Gah. It’s a pain.
However, I haven’t been feeling well. I thought I was getting the cold that is going around but I’m not sure that is the case. Well, I know that’s not the case. I have been tired … all I want to do is sleep. Could be the disease and the steroids … idk. But I also have a tad bit of swelling in my neck the last two days, my parents feel it is from sleeping on it wrong … so we will see. However I don’t know. I am also running low grade fever …. 99.8. The doctors around here don’t consider anything a fever unless its over 101 but for me that is high. So I am leery and wary. I am keeping an eye on it. I have debated just going to the ER and telling them that I feel like crap and I don’t know what is wrong but diagnose me please? I wonder how that would go over.
I have also noticed some other oddities ….. I am repeating myself again. I haven’t done that in a while. Apparently I told my family over and over again about my package I got from Canada … well I was excited about it? So idk. Then I have this thing … my mom asked me to hand her something … I had her the wrong thing. It would be okay if I did this maybe once … twice even, but I have done it more than I can count on one hand. It’s frustrating. Not sure what that is about. And I have been grasping for words again …. makes me feel like my brain is not working ….
Worst of all is I seem to be having some issues with BP again. I know that’s the case. low blood pressure. I get up and go to walk and I get a headache. I sit down and it goes away. it is the biggest pain in the ass, let me tell ya.
But it could be worse and there are others suffering worse …. most of all I am upset I can’t go to the conference in just a few days time … I wanted to go but it is not economically feasible right now and then not feeling well and not knowing what is up … I feel safer staying close to home and my bed where I can rest. More than likely I am just getting the cold that my family passed around no matter how much Lysol and bleach we used ….
On the bright side. I have been watching some good movies and listening to some good books. Hulu is back out with the fall shows so I am falling in love with some of them … Forever is at the top of my list at the moment. What’s at the top of yours?